Happy Anniversary Sweetheart!!

Happy 4th Anniversary Sweetheart!
i love u...and will always do!


---I am praying that Allah will bless our relationship, and we both end up sticking to each other till eternity!!---

sheryl yang seronok----

okay2..let me begin my story..semalam saye sangat2 teruje..
mule2 sbb nak jumpe him..then sbb nak jumpe his family skali..hati berdebar2 tuhan je tahu..agaknye kalo hati nih bole berkate2 abes kantoilah keterujaan saye kot.mesti blushing gile~ now, back to the story. the day before my man's bro wed, i'd been walking-dating with my man. since i was frustrated bcos he couldn't make it to my place as he supposed to, he kind of pujuk2 me then we ended up meeting in kl. so we had to rush back to fetch the train to seremban. I'd been missing him so badly, we havent the chance to meet up since last 2 months, so when i had him in front of me, i hold his hands tight, dun want to let go. i guess that is the normal reaction right? ahaaa...i must admit that moment IS so sweet, i wish the time stops so that i don't have to be far from him anymore, not anymore. btw, that's only my wish! i know this sounds so love-freak, i just don't care. i am enjoying every second of it while it is still there. =p the next day, my keterujaan was at peak, bcos i knew that i'll be meeting both my man n his family. there he goes, waiting for me with a charming smile, looks very handsome with his songkok and sampin on, and i am blushing again.hahaha.thank god he wouldn't read this, in fact he doesn't even know that i have my own blog. =p after filling my stomach up with nasi minyak, my dad insisted on meeting his parents up. oh no no! that's the part when i was so nervous! my bff, ju, started to laugh at me, grinning naughtily, and whispered "shel nervous,shel nervous!". she recited it like a song,n i almost caught myself inside a drain. almost slipped down to the big drain sbb nervous sgt2! hehehehe. thanx god i managed to hold Ju's hand, so i kind of selamat. then i saw my man's mum, xingat nak buat ape dah except teros give her a big2 smile, salam sambil kiss her hands, n surprisingly, she hugged me and kissed me on the cheek! ok girls out there, my mother-in-law-to-be gave me a big hug and kiss! jgn jeles! hehehhee.that's how my story ends. i love it! teruja teruja teruja! hehehehehe

Jiwa Seorang Putera Kecil

Hati menangis tatkala membaca sebuah jurnal tulisan seorang ayah tentang puteranya yang gigih berjuang untuk hidup. Hati kecilku cukup tersentuh, air mata berjujuran apabila menatap gambar-gambar titipan oleh si ayah untuk tatapan yang setia mengikuti perkembangan si anak. Jasad kecil yang penuh semangat kental, itulah yang ku boleh katakan tentang putera kecil ini. Walaupun hanya melihat dunia selama 8 bulan, namun sepanjang tempoh itu, dia telah membawa kegembiraan dan kasih sayang yang tidak terhingga kepada kedua ayahnda dan bondanya. Daku terfikir, alangkah bertuahnya diriku dikelilingi dengan orang-orang yang disayangi dalam keadaan yang sihat dan gembira. Tiada kata mampu ku luah sebaik membaca perjuangan yang dilalui oleh sepasang suami isteri bersama putera kecil mereka demi memegang amanah yang dianugerahkan Tuhan. Betapa jiwa kecil itu tabah menahan sakit setiap kali prosedur perubatan dilakukan terhadapnya. Apalah daya seorang bayi seusia dengannya menerima kesakitan yang tidak terhingga setiap kali jururawat menyedut mucus dari tekaknya. Ayahnda dan bonda putera ini menunjukkan ketabahan yang tinggi, dan tidak pernah bersikap negatif dalam menanti perkembangan putera kecil ini.Namun, sekuat manalah kudrat seorang manusia untuk melawan takdirNya. Allah telah mengurniakan putera ini secara sementara untuk membawa kebahagiaan dan memberi erti kesabaran serta kecintaan kepada semua. Pemergiaan putera kecil ini walau ditangisi, adalah kehendakNya. Semoga Amir Yusuf tenang menanti ayahnda dan bondanya disana. Alfatihah.

l.e.l.a.k.i

heart broken. dalam bahasa melayu hati hancurlah kan? in this entry, saye rase mcm nk melahirkan rase xpuas hati lah kepade insan yang bername lelaki. L.E.L.A.K.I. wahai lelaki-lelaki2..

-mengapelah anda semue suke menyakiti hati seorang wanita? tahukah anda bahawa wanita sangat2lah sensitif?

-tiadekah alasan yang lebih baik selain drp sibuk? abes tu, orang lain xsibukkah? orang lain tiada kerjakah?

-mengape perlu ucapkan sayang sekirenye anda xsayang? murah sangatkah perkataan sayang tu? perkataan sayang hanya sekadar untuk mengayat awek2 bagi tersangkut dlm perangkap anda kah?

-perlukah anda menunjukkan ego setiap kali berlaku perselisihan dengan pasangan anda? mengapa wanita sahaja selalu perlu mengalah? mengapa? jatuh standardkah sekiranya anda mengaku kesalahan anda pada wanita?

-mengapekah xreti memujuk setelah membuat seseorang wanita itu merajuk? xreti kah? jika tidak reti, bagaimana pula anda boleh mengayat awek anda semasa mula2 dulu? bukan itu satu persuasion juga kah?

-mengapa kejam sehingga membuat wanita menangis? adakah anda tahu, setiap titis air mata wanita itu ibarat setitis darah hasil torehan hati seorang wanita? alangkah kejamnya lelaki, hanya tahu menabur janji manis, jarang sekali dikotai. apabila diperlukan, baru wanita di cari, apabila xdiingini, dicampak merata-rata.

maaf saya pinta sekiranya entry kali ini menghentam lelaki habis-habisan. saya terluka kerana lelaki, rakan2 baik saya juga terluka kerana lelaki.penat saya melihat rakan2 menangis, mencari kesalahan sendiri setiap kali berlaku perselisihan dgn psgn masing2. ade juga yang ditinggal begitu shj tanpa khabar berita. adilkah semua ini bagi seorang wanita, yang sanggup berkorban segalanya demi kekasih hatinya? inikah balasan yang sepatutnya? aduhai lelaki...

fall for u babe~

dunno wut to do..i'm quite depressed lately, so i decide to do the survey thing again. thanx to atonq paul n nasoa for tagging me in facebook.=p

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

4. Tag as many friends.

5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.

6.
Have Fun!
7.
don't lie!


IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
burning up-jonas brother -----ces, ade ke ini reaksi aku?

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
7 things-miley cyrus ----hahaha..lebey kuranglah kot

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
disturbia-rihanna ----ha?

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
dangerous-akon feat.kardinal offishall ---dangerouslah sangat..hehehe

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
summertime-new kids on the block ---exactly wrong ok!

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
closer-neyo ----??!!

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
in the ayer - flo.rida feat will.i.am

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
i'll be loving u -mariah carey ---yeeehaaa!

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
all i need -one republic ----whoa, almost there~

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
forever-chris brown ---ok2, im suck at maths~hehehe

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
silly lily-bunkface ------weyh, gile tidak benar.my fren all all clever lah.hahaha

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
baby one more time--britney spears ----a ah best ape jd baby balik..hahhaha

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
better in times-leona lewis ---aishhhh...

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
bleeding love-leona lewis -----apsal lak nk bleeding, happy lah..kan

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
bye bye-mariah carey ---yassin juga dibaca dalam majlis tahlil ku...=p

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
clumsy-fergie ---agak lah clumsy sket..tp bukan hobi r..=p

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
cobalah untuk setia-kris dayanti ----hahahahha

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
crush-david archuleta ----mane ade aku ade secret crush dowh~

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
damaged-danity kane -----xnaklah damage~tipuuuuu!!!

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
disampingmu-the divine master ---luv u guys~

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
fall for u-2ndhand serenade ---ces, jiwang sungguh..hahaha

are you being honest?
yes i am..=p

weekend story

yes! it's thursday again. i love thursday since i started study in kedah. why? because in kedah, thursday and friday is the weekend. i plan to go to the carnival this weekend, however, i still cannot decide yet. since i'm having my *****d, how am i suppose to have fun playing water with my friends? i'm afraid that the water inside the pool will turn to red color, indicating that sum1 inside it is having p*****. plus, i don't want to spoil other's happiness just because i AM inside the pool.hahaha.pity me. i am very eager to the carnival since last 2 weeks, i even begged ika to postponed her plan to go to the carnival last week. (it is because last week i went to penang with fuza, akka, yan n mei leng. talking about penang, i departed from sp at 11 am, and i returned at 10 pm. i was nearly broke my leg because i'd been walking with akka,fuza,yan n mei leng from the jetty to "chennai potty", then walked back to jetty, then take bus to bazaar, then walk again to take bus to go to the perangin mall.it was very exhausting to walk under the hot sun in an island u know. however, during the shopping2 activity, nobody complained about tired, because everybody was busy picking this and that, then ask, "cantik x?". there u go, when it's the time for shopping, girls would ignore everything. the first destination was chennai potty, and my friends was behaving like crazy. if i'm not mistaken, fuza, yan n mei leng bought 4 kain sarees each. dasat kan?hahaa..me? since i'd promise myself not too spend too much,i only bought 1 kain saree.i guess i have enough of kain already, there are still plenty in query with my tailors.my friends were very good at bargaining, they bargained until the taukeh almost bankrupt, since they asked the taukeh to give them half price for everything,even for the special offer items.akka was the head behind all the bargaining thing, she was so expert! can u imagine we got a nice kain saree for RM44 complete with lining, even though the usual price was around RM99! akka, u r juz simply amazing! =p at 3 pm, everybody's stomach was singing. therefore, we decided to have our lunch at komtar's food court. the food court was suck, no choice since everybody was hungry.we all regretted for not stopping by at the kapitans. i decided to have
claypot chicken with yee mee with a glass of lime juice.with sulking face, we finished our lunch. the sulking face was caused by the rude seller. i promised myself not to go eat there again.huhu.enough of that, the hunting for wedges started. i didnt manage to find any lucky wedges, so i ended up buying a nice purple flat.mei leng was the shoes queen of the day, she ended up buying 3 wedges.mei leng, u dun tell me how to jimat2 r, u oso the same.hahahaha. omg, i'm tired of typing.next entry, i tell u more ok? =p


testing kain before buying..


nice saree rite?


tired face hunting for wedges----

happy 21st birthday sheryl!

happy birthday to me~
happy birthday to me~
happy birthday to me~
happy birthday to me~~~~


hahahaha..bestnye nyanyi birthday song untuk diri sendiri. well, today is not my birthday. few days ago was my birthday. gosh! i cant believe that i AM 21! thanx to my friends for all the sweet2 wishes and those lovely presents~i've got loads of bracelets, necklace, brooch, make up box n chocolates! yeah!! n special thanx to my beloved mum for sending me a beautiful bracelet watch n heart shaped ferrero-roche.mum, u just simply know that i really2 love chocolates! n to my melon, thanx for playing the guitar for me. i luv it. that's the best present ever. i love u! even though my birthday would always fall on the due date for all assignments, but still i enjoy my birthday. my melon promises me to celebrate my birthday along with our 4th anniversary n also with his birthday on sumwhere in may. due to the time constraint, since we both hardly have time to meet each other, so we have to wait for another semester break to celebrate all these meaningful event. it doesn't matter, as long as we spend the quality time together. whatever it is, thanx to all. i know that i am old already, i am entering the new phase in my life, which means that i have to stand on my own. no worries, after all, i believe age is juz a number. nevertheless, i am glad that i am now experiencing new life stage, which i hope that i could create as beautifully as i can. =p


my lovely present..thanx~

losing myself...

why am i so lazy recently?
tomorrow, i have a bm test but stil i haven't touch anything yet..today, i didn't attend sports day.yesterday, i didn't go for class.okay maybe the yesterday event can be forgiven since i suffered from terrible period pain. oowh, maybe my laziness syndrome is driven by my pre-menstrual syndrome.is it?no no~ i think it just my excuses for my lazy behaviour. i think i have sort of losing my motivation. why? why do i change so drastically? i guess i know why. i know that i am facing the toughest stage in my life. i know life is hard this way. i know i need to be patient. i know that i can go through all these. all i need to do is be strong and never lose my faith. dear Allah, help me to go through all these. i don't want to lose anything that supposed to be mine. i don't want to let go my happiness. Dear Allah...please give me your guidance. i pray that i will not lost in His tests, n i want myself back.