The Envious Sheryl

suddenly a strange feeling pop out again.

"i envy the ones who get a beautiful attention.

i envy the ones whose presence is appreciated.

i envy the ones whose absence is being sensed.

i envy the ones who doesn't even have to contemplate whether he/she is loved.

i am reaally envious right now"

i may sound that i'm too greedy. i'm not by the way. it just what i need. what i really really need.