no air~~

*jiwang mode*
to my sweetheart~
i miss u sooooo much!! i can't wait to see u soon.i love to dedicate this song to u..metaphorically, this is how i feel when u r not around (uish, metaphor yg melampau~hehehehe =p )

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
If I should die before I wake
It's 'cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in a world with no air
Ohh

I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave
My heart won't move, it's incomplete
Wish there was a way that I can make you understand

But how do you expect me
To live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe

[Chorus:]
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air

No air, air (Ohhh)
No air, air (Nooo)
No air, air (Oh a)
No air, air

I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew
Right off the ground to float to you
There's no gravity to hold me down for real

But somehow I'm still alive inside
You took my breath, but I survived
I don't know how, but I don't even care

So how do you expect me
To live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe

what do i think of early marriage?~

holla~ it is already late but still i cannot close my eyes. so i decided to post something again..at least my brain is working on something good rather than juz mimpi of being one of those fairy tales princess..hehehhee~ today, my friend, nas told me that one of my ex-schoolmate had already tied a knot with sum1. and my reaction was - "what? settle down at the age of 20? r u kidding me?"..so i went to check for the person's fs, n i was very surprised to see loads of the loving couple getting married pictures. as a friend, i am happy n i'm praying for the best to both of em. however, i couldn't stop myself from thinking~ think a lots of things. so as usual, my curious friends n i wud chit-chatting bout it, n we discussed about several things that we doubted. we are not busy body type of people, but we just want to discuss it as one issue- is early marriage relevant these days? so we all (tqa,apep n i) discussed blablabla. the conclusion of informal yet byk mengarut punye forum was simple : it would be relevant if u are willing to sacrifice your time and energy. honestly, i will not choose to get married at a young age because of the big responsibility and commitment that i must give to the marriage itself. furthermore, i am still studying, n i have no job yet, so it means that i'm not financially stable yet. like it or not, marriage requires stable financial and commitment, as marriage involves 2 person sharing life and love. when u get married, u'll be expecting babies, n it means more commitment n more cost. so i couldn't imagine myself being a wife, a mother and a student at the same time. if i had already get a job, maybe the situation is different,as i am able to hire a maid to take care of my kids. what my friends n i were thinking was, what it would be like when u settle down jobless~ i must say that it would be very tough n i would salute to those who is able to proceed successfully. i myself couldn't handle the stress when it is exam mode, plus with the hectic academic schedule. so ternyatelah early marriage is not suitable for me as i'm not ready to divide myself to two= marriage + study.. early marriage,it may sounds great as we are able to live with the people we love, but it is just not the right time yet. i hope that i don't have to experience being "mabuk2" with big n contented tummy to lecture hall to study..hehehhehe. so abang..just wait k dear.i'll be yours when it is the time~..=p let me feel how is it to be an "anak dara teacher", drive my own car and buy anything i want with my own salary... hehehhee~ ameen~


*to my friend huzai n wife : congrats~ semoge cepat2 dpt baby~weee~
*and oso to nasoha n tqah : kite sbr ye dulu sayang, xlarilah aiman n fadhli korang..=p

shop shop n shop~

it had been quite long since i last posted the blog here. lately, i'd juz been a bit busy (eleh bukan busy blaja pon, busy g jalan2). last few days, i went to penang wif miss zie, may, n fuza. actually, i didn't really plan to go there becos ther's a lot of works to be done. i've been very lazy lately, i couldn't figure out why. (eyh cik sheryl, u boleh tlg wake up x from ur dreams?!) hehehehhe..that's what my heart said to me just now. back to the story, i went to penang just because i felt bored, n i WAS quite teruje as i never been there before with my girls. so i told myself, i won't buy anything except for a dress, a simple n plain dress (janji la kunun..hehehhee) to satisfy my "hungriness" to shop(this is my own term that is totally wrong and cannot be found in the dictionary..heee~). briefly, i went there by bus, the most convenient transport since i've no car, then took a ferry and took another bus til i finally reached perangin mall + komtar. thank god i managed to get a seat in the bus n ferry, as it is weekend, n there were crowd everywhere. everything seems so cheap there, n there i go again, i started to shop, shop n shop till i ran out of money. i just can't resist the cheap n gorgeous bags, shoes n clothes. wif d kwn2 yg suke sopping oso, i was totally lost n started to spend foolishly.the funny thing was, i even bought myself a "kain pengantin", which was pink+turquoise colour, as if i was going to get married tomorrow..wahwah..impian xtahan. actually, i've been searching that type of material since a few month ago to make my baju raye. but i considered it was too expensive when i went to survey the price for the material at my place. so when i found the really2 vivacious material at penang with irresistible price, i juz cannot leave without buying. thanx god too, becos of the time constraint, i was unable to proceed with my intention of buying some bling2 n ching2 as my friend, ms fuza had arrived to fetch my friends n i to her house for lunch. phew~so that's it. maybe another time, i should leave my atm card when i go shopping so that i can't withdraw my money for shopping lavishly purpose..sheryl, sheryl...bile la nk stop ur shopaholics ni?!

explorace edition~

i can't believe that i AM a teacher now~ wee~huhu..the reason i felt that way was because i was given the opportunity to handle 100 students from sp secondary school today. the experience of handling 100 students was really exhilarating~ i didn't expect that i would feel this good! i was in charge of the explorace ipsah version. i was given the responsibility to handle the departure and arrival of each teams in the race. plus, i had to give each team a task before they can get the red ribbon which indicated that they had successfully done their task. my friend (ms anna) n i had planned to make "filling water using palm" game. in the game, each team is given 1 minute to fill a cup of water using their palm only. n after they had filled the cup with water, they were required to form a new word using 2 different words to convey a different meaning word. all the teams were succeed in doing all the tasks, n at the closing ceremony, my course mates and i got a very positive feedback from the students. well girls and guys..we love you all too!!

gym..finally~weee!!!

i went to gym today!!! weee~finally for the first time i went there since i started doing my degree here a few weeks ago.actually, i was quite reluctant to go to the gym today as i was very sleepy (i didn't get enough sleep last nite + hectic class schedule..euww~). however, i managed to force myself to wake up at 4.30 pm to get ready for the badminton practice. i mumbled something that i dun even understand( mamai sangat la tuh..hehhehe), then wash my blur face, put a bit of make-up to cover "kesan-kesan tido" (hehhehehe...cover line je), then put my scarf, then took my very "expensive" racket and went lazily to the gym. i arrived 10mins late n as a result, my coach started to nag (bcos all my coursemates oso dtg lambat jugak..weee~) then wif d spirit of new racket, i started to play badminton with ana, aida,fuza,ika n tyra. so tired but very enjoyable! at least it helps me to burn my excessive fat~weee~ since my bf had started to complain bout my "chubbiness", i hope i could reduce some weight by playing badminton =p ..n as usual, i would take pictures~ (eleh maen xterrer pon, action je lebeh~)

captions of orientation

i was involved in orientation for the newcomers today~ there were about 49 new students, and my coursemates and i had planned several activities for the ice-breaking session. the activities were absolutely enjoyable~ we did "poco-poco" dance, chicken dance (the chickens of ipsah tesolian were truly "hot" chickens..hahhahaha), singing odd songs and blablabla. as usual my friends and i would be busy taking pictures, not the pictures of the juniors, but we were busy taking picture of ourselves..hehehhe. maybe we are born to be in caption~huhu... i also found a nice n cute junior, who i finally decided to give all my notes and reference books for the foundation years (before this, i didn't know to who should i give all the books and notes, bcos most of my juniors are jual-mahal type~). i think it is better for me to give all the material to someone rather than to throw it to the dustbin or send it to recycle center. =p

saye boring~

di saat diriku dilanda keboringan yang teramat sangat..so aku kejekanla digital camera ak..amek gamba suke2 ati..hehhehehe..

~these two teddy bears are my favourite teddies..thanx to my prince f~ (he gave me for my success on the final foundation exam...=p)