The Purple Wedding

29th & 30th MAY 2009. Finally, abg2 sepupu kesayangan aku da kawen! Sbnrnye cousin aku yg kawen ni adik beradik, tp adik beradik angkat la. Dorang ni dibesakan same2 oleh family si adik. Congratulation Abang Boy (Adik) & Baim (Abang)! Semoge korang dapat babies cepat2~ Hahahaha...

7th JUNE 2009. Ni part yg paling best sbb time ni aku ade. Cousin2 aku ni kawen dgn orang Terengganu. Tu yang mase dorang nikah aku x g tu. Jauh sangat2 la. Dorang xpelah dorang naik flight. Bakal2 pengantin mmg ngade2.Hehehe. 2 days before reception utk belah family aku, sume family aku da gather ramai2 kat Putrajaya umah auntie aku. Punyelah ramai, rumah auntie aku plak apartment je, so sangat2 lah crowded. Nak gerak pon susa. Aku dtg sehari sblm majlis resepsi tu sbb konon2 nk skip r buat kije. Bile aku sampai je, kan da kene ceramah free, pas2 kene settlekan 600 bunge2 telur yg still xdimasukkan telur. Adusss~ Susanye nk kawen ek. Mcm2 nak kene prepare. Kakak sepupu aku, adik pengantin lelaki lah kan, busy g sane g sini. Kesian jugak aku tgk die uruskan dewan, uruskan event, uruskan keluarge pengantin perempuan, etc. Tpi xpelah kak Girl ek, da selamat da Abg Boy N Baim kawen. Esok2 turn Kak Girl plak. Tp aku pon siap kene tempias sekali. Auntie2 aku sibuk la plak tanye aku ble nak kawen. Siap suh aku bwk calon berpotensi utk di intro kan. Hampesh betol! Aku bukan ape. Aku nk bagi laluan kat kakak2 n abg2 sepupu laen kawen dulu. Aku lgpon umor baru 19 thn kan. Mude lagi. Hehehehe. Okay2. Aku mcm da mls sket nk tulis panjang2 neh. Ni aku tunjuk sket2 gamba2 sekitar preparation majlis resepsi.

Bapak2 bersame anak2 bujang busy buat bunge rampai..

Hadziq dgn Yusri pure-pure tekun memotong pandan setelah camera dihalekan pade mereka

Bunge telur yang bukan aku buat

Tibe2,mlm tu Abg Boy dtg bawak kek. Aku ingat die mimpi ke ape sbb esok baru die sanding. Rupe-rupenye adik sepupu aku, si Shukri da turn 17. Terime kasihla ye pengantin, sbb belikan kek yg sedap tu, makin bertambah2 la lemak dlm bdn aku. Papepon, Happy Birthday Syukri! Kire double celebrationla nih. Sambil sambut birthday, sambil raikan pengantin2. =p

Syukri malu2 kucing bile nak tiup lilin kek..

Ni plak gamba2 on the day of the reception kat Putrajaya Community Hall Presint 9.. Mmg kecohlah kat Hall tu. Yelah, family besar aku datang dari kampong. So mmg style kamponglah. Ditambah pulak dgn mak cik2 aku mcm Mak Ju, Cik Ros, Mak Teh n cousin2 aku yg sememangnye kecos. Mmg syok! Kalo x, mesti boring je sbb banyak protokol. Mase dlm bilik persalinan kat hall sume org busy packing2 souvenir. Aku xbuatlah packing2 ni sbb aku ade tugas lagi penting. Tugas aku ialah make up kan flower girl & cousin2 pempuan. Bangge aku sume org aku make up kan wpon bukannye lawa sgt pn aku make up kan.Hahahaha.

"Ko lipat r tudung ko, susa la aku nak letak blusher cenggini" kate Aku kat Ekin sambil buat demo lipat tudung.

Aku n Ekin posing depan stage pelamin..jadiklah...wpon impian aku n Ekin xkesampaian nak duk atas pelamin tu..waaaa!

Aku ttp dgn kegemaran aku iaitu makan, wpon Mak Ngah aku pesan jgn mkn dulu takot belt dress aku xmuat pas makan..heheh

Aku dgn cousin2 yg serba purple dpn pintu masuk

Family belah mak aku orang Johor so kitorg decide nk buat adat Johorlah. Adelah silat, upacare minum air berkat,baling gule2 lah pastu ape lagi tah aku xtau name. Tapi part yg paling best, ade kutipan tol. Tol ni cenggini. Pengantin lelaki kene bagi duit kt sedare2 yg halang dorang sblm dorang dpt naik pelamin n sanding dgn wife dorang. Adik aku ni nakal sket, bole die mintak kat Abg Boy RM50. hahhaa. Nak tercekik Abg Boy aku. Yelah, yang tukang mintak tol tu bukan sorang, cousin2 aku punyelah ramai.Bole bankrupt Abg sepupu aku sblm dpt naik pelamin bersanding. Aku xdpt la duittol, sbb tugas aku ialah kidnap pengantin pempuan. Adoii..melepas aku nk mengepau.hahahaa

"Laki aku ni cukup ke x duit nak bayar tol ni" fikir Kak Sya dlm hati.

Aku kidnap Kak Yanie kejap sementare kutipan tol (Adat Johor) dilakukan~

Flower Girl dgn Kembar James Bond setie menanti pengantin

Aku dgn adik aku dukung Fasha Afrina & Deanna yg cute sangat2!

Aku berangan ade baby comel mcm Fasha Afrina~ Bile aku nak ade baby ni? hahaha

Family aku amek gamba dgn Abg Boy & Kak Sha..

Timmy yang mogok boring buat muke monyok..ala..cian die..

Family besar aku yg happening serbe purple...rindulah kat korang!

Majlis abes tepat kul 5. Mmg best la sbb dpt gather ramai2 dgn cousin. Peluang cenggini mmg jarang dapat. Mlm tu kitorg tgk balik video n gamba2 mmg gelak besar r. Abg Boy aku mmg sempoi r. Siap kipas diri sendiri sbb pengapit die hilang. Hahaha. Lepas ni turn sape lah pulak ek? =p

The Envious Sheryl

suddenly a strange feeling pop out again.

"i envy the ones who get a beautiful attention.

i envy the ones whose presence is appreciated.

i envy the ones whose absence is being sensed.

i envy the ones who doesn't even have to contemplate whether he/she is loved.

i am reaally envious right now"

i may sound that i'm too greedy. i'm not by the way. it just what i need. what i really really need.

Skuad Myvi Bapak Bella on Tour!

Last few days, when we were waiting for the next "torture" to take place, the girls went to rock a bit at the island. the stated purpose (as been told to belle's bapak n mama) was to accompany belle during their absence. chewaah..kunun2 we all baik la nak teman belle jage rumah, tolong bibik sapu2 sampah n everything lor. the hidden agenda were to jalan2 lah plus tengok AF n OIAM lah! first arrived, gaye ayu2 lagilah. salam belle's mun n tok,then the nice bibik served us with very cold and nice juice. tibe2, belle's adorable brother yg diminati oleh cik aida rudaini balek. then, kelam kabutlah cik rudaini. sehingge tertumpah air oren di atas meje.hehehe.mungkin kerane terpesone dgn lirikan mate abg belle kot.=p enough for that. karang abes rambot aku tercabut cik rudaini tarik.*giggling* that nite, kami berempat tido dgn lights on, sbb sume org xsedar ble tetido. when there was no rules, the girls applied their rules. we woke up late, bangun2 teros brekfast nasik goreng hasil masakan bibik. sbb korum xcukup lagik, baru 4 orang je jelitawan yg hadir iaitu aku, belle bipasha basu, aida rudaini n cik mayzlene marjerin, kami pon dok bincang r n g ronda kat mane aritu. bincang punye bincang, we came to a conclusion for visiting penang hill (since aku n cik rudaini yg kesian xpenah pegi lagik), botanical garden n toy museum lah! driver xbebayar pon menjlnkan tugas. mule2 ingt nak tunjuk pro r nak bawak kete manual, last2 aku give up sbb aku xbese dgn clutch kete tu.akhirnye, myvi automatik milik bapak belle juge jadik pilihan aku.hahaha.tp mmg grateful sgtla dpt bwk kerete auto, penang banyak sgt kerete, salu jammed, kalo aku dok ronde2 bwk manual ble tercabut kot kaki asek tuka2 gear jek.

cik sheryl ketue chef, cik belle basu,cik aida rudaini n cik mazylene marjerin

drebar xberbayar memandu dgn selamat

so skrg 1st kitorng nk g penang hill. mmg mase g penang hill tu, on the way,cik belle basu, cik rudaini n cik mazylene marjerin lah jd mate aku. seyes aku xtau jln. yang peliknye, belle yg da 21 thn dok penang pon xtaw jln! hehehe. so kitorg sume ibarat pelancong negeri len r.mase g tuh mmg asek tgk sign board jelah. aku doa dlm hati, jgnlah kitorg sesat sampai kt afrika. karang kanibal jumpe kitorg, abes kitorg kene makan! back to the story, sblm journey tu lg, belle da asek call cik mesaa@fuza tanye jln. mule2 kunun2 nk tanye abg belle lah, tp sbb kitorg bgn lambat, abg belle pon da kua.*padan muke bgn lambat lagik*. mengikut nasihat cik fuza, kitorg xkan sesat ke penang hill sbb mmg byk signboard g sane. mmg tepat skali lah advice cik fuza.kitorg mmg xsesat g penang hill. tp sampai2 je, parking xde.penuh sgt kete n bas. yelah. labour day kan. pastu aku pusing2 kat umah org, hentam je parking kat situ.turun2 jek, nampak polis tgh saman kete org len kt tepi2 jln. cuak aku. aku teros g kat polis tu. yelah takot kene saman.kang jenuh la plak aku kene baya saman. "tumpang tanye pakcik, kami dok parking kete kt kwsn perumahan bwh tu.kene saman x?"
"kwsn perumahan xkene, asalkan xblock jln org len suda"
"oh, time kaseh na.." *lonjak2 dalam hati, xyah aku g cari parking len!*
pas2 mase tgh queue dgn cik belle basu nk beli tiket cable car, aku dgr la India dpn aku ckp
"at 3:30 only we can go up u know. all others had been sold out"
aku dgn belle dah pandang sesame sendirik r. skrg baru kol 12. xkan lah nk tunggu 3 jam kot kat situ. bincang punye bincang lagik, sampai turn kitorg, kitorg xdecide lagik. last2 xbeli. *ches penat je beratur!* aku n cik rudaini da bwat muke seposen sbb sedeh. kempunan aku and cik rudaini nk naek penang hill. utk menutup rase hampe, aku dgn yg len ameklah gamba kt signboard dpn cable car station tu jek.hehehehe.. agaknye cik belle basu n cik mazylene marjerin perasan kehampaan kitorg, dorang bincang2 lagik. akhirnye, idea twinkling2 pon terhasil. hasil drpd gelige otak cik belle basu n cik mazylene marjerin yg mcm batu cincin,dorang suggest kitorg beli tiket je dulu utk naik atas ptg2 sket, then barulah g jln2 tempat laen. yes! yes! dapat jugak aku naek atas.tp mase beli tiket utk naik kol 430, pakcik jual tiket tu cakap,
"turun jgn lewat2 sgt. kat atas tu byk pocong.karang kene gigit xtau."
waaaa! takotnye aku dgr. hrp2 la aku xjumpe pocong atas sane! pas2 kitorg decide nk g botanical garden dulu sementare tgu kol 430. mase g botanical garden nilah kitorg sesat. mmg xde signborad lgsg nk guide kitorg. cik belle basu, cik rudaini n cik marjerin lah bersusah payah bace map yg xberape nk lengkap kat pamplete yg dorang amek kt penang hill station. aku sampai pusing roundabout dpn penang hill tu 3 kali sbb xtau nk amek jln mane.mesti driver laen igt aku gile kot.hahaha.pas2 kitorg decide lalu ayer hitam.mmg sesatlah.aku benti dpn kwsn apartment suh cik mazylene marjerin n cik belle basu tanye uncle cine tu. cik marjerin kn bole speak kantonis, cik belle basu bole ckp loghat penang.kombinasi 2 jelitawan ni pasti membuahkan hasil utk mencari jln benar ke botanical garden. ms mule2 cik mazylene mmg kondifen gile sebot name2 jln. pas2 aku tanyelah, jln2 tu terletak kat mane. die blur ckp, aku xtau katne, aku cume tau name jln jek.hahahaha. hampeh sungguh. tpakse la kitorg pusing lagi 20 kali, xjumpe2 jugak jln kebenaran. last2 cik belle basu cdgkan kitorg mule balek dr penang hill. aku pusing balek r g penang hill. cari mangse sape lg kitorg nk tanye. last2 aku tenampak ade sorang "ker ker" cine neh die baru je kua kete dpn umah die. aku teros g dpn umah die. spt bese, pembantu2 aku iaitu cik mazylene marjerin berserte cik rudaini yg da bersiap sedia dgn pen dan kertas(in case kene lukis map), turun utk tanye. dorang siap masuk kwsn dpn rumah lagik.hahaha.aku tgu dlm kete jelah. pas2 nampak lah "ker ker" neh. die tanye
"who's the driver?"
aii xkan xnampak aku kot tgh pgg stereng.
"i'm the driver. but i know nothing bout penang road". *aku jwb bahase omputeh jugaklah kan*
"y dun u juz follow me?"
kwn2 aku sume da bersorak girang,sbb kitorg tau kitorg xkan sesat lagik.hahaha
ha..nilah gbr "ker ker" bmw yg banyak berjase pd kitorg. tapik gbr kerete jelah ye.hehehe.



bukan nak ckp apelah, tp kami mmg puji la rakyat2 penang nih. "ker ker" nih punyelah baik nak tunjuk jalan, smpi ble aku terslah follow pon die bleh berenti tepi jln tgu aku wat u-turn. seyes baik. terime kasih la kapade "ker ker" WEK74 yg sudi tunjukkan kitorg jln ke botanical garden. then selamatlah sampai ke botanical garden. smpi2 perot da bergendang2 muzik zapin da sbb lapaq sgt. kitorg mknlah. aku dgn belle basu minum air kelape tau.hahaha.jakun!


cik rudaini n cik marjerin pinjam air kelape aku nak amek gamba..hehe


The kitorg masuk botanical garden. Xde keje laenlah. Bergamba sakan lah. Sampai ade satu grup bangla ni minat kat cik belle basu n cik mazylene marjerin or cik aida rudaini agaknye sebok dok ikot amek gbr kitorg.panas hati betol. Tula korang pakai lawa2 lagik.hahaha. then kitorg meneruskan perjlnan g toy museum. Mmg best sbb xsesat jalan. Konon2 da pro la.hahahha. tgk jela gamba neh. Mls nk tulis da. Panjang sgt da. Nantikan series seterusnye tour kitorg k?

P/s: balik tu kitorg sesat, xtaw nak balik umah Belle ikut jln mane, sampai kene tepon Cik Fuza.hehe.
Aduhai Cik Belle, Cik Belle! Rumah sendirik pon lupe jalan. *giggle*

INDEPENDENT WOMAN!

Last nite, I’d spent my time lavishly reading the blog of LO

.She’s totally hot, strong and admirable

. I love the way she thinks about life, of how everything that come across the way should be handled coolly and maturely. Since I am too, struggling with the considered petty2 things in life by some people, which is the emotional struggle

, I am very2 positive

of how things should work after reading some inspiring stories in the LO’S Blog. Thanx sis~ U inspired me to be strong, yet remained the characteristic of a soft lady. I think that everyone has come upon difficult time, when they have to bear on frustration, betrayal

, etc. Somehow, I realized that I should take thing very slowly, I’m only 21 by the way, my journey is still too long. Once I regretted for the certain things that I’d done, somehow I realized that mistakes make me grow independently

as the mistakes taught me many things. I don’t want to be the victim of desperation

of possessing someone or something in life, until I have to put my dignity

aside or even have to shatter it. In my contemplation of my emotional struggle, I believe that true love will come to me eventually when the right time has come. I appreciate

what I have now, thank you Allah for lending me someone that I can rely on, someone that can lend me his shoulder

when I need to, someone that can guide

me when I’m lost. I know that sometimes thing can be difficult for both of us, however I am truly grateful for the mutual trust

and tolerance

we have in each other. I pray that God will bless this relationship till eternity

, and wash away the time of uncertainty. My dear melon, thanx for bearing my emotional whinge

, I know sometimes I stepped beyond the line. Being independent is what I want, but I know sometimes I can’t help but to grumble my emotional expression to u. I want to achieve everything I dream of

, slowly but nicely. I am giving myself a space to breathe now, since I think that I’d suffocated myself with not very-brilliant-perspective for a period of time. I always remind myself, never put myself down juz because i don’t get what i want. I can always try later, harder maybe. Yeah! Independent woman works

towards her dream

without stopping, not even a second! Go Go Sheryl!,

Hari-Hari Terakhir di IPSAH—Kisah Bertemu Sang Cinta!

Harini adalah officially hari examku yang amat2 lah stress. On the way nk g exam hall. Terdengarlah kawan2 aku dok me”recite” falsafah pendidikan negare. Hebatnye kawan2 aku. Xsangke semue orang da pandai berfalsafah sekarang. Hehe.Pagi tadi bwat falsafah, nak jammed gak la kepale since aku ni mmglah xreti berfalsafah hendaknye. Awal2 pagi lagi da tension, bukan sbb xleh jwb soalan, tapi sbb invigilator tu dok borak2 baek nye depan aku. Mane nak dapat idea nak menulis kalo mcm2? Da la aku da lame xtulis essay dlm bm. Pastu kene tulis pasal falsafah plak tu (chewwaahh..aku nih sbnrnye exaggerate je ni..orang laen pon kene gak wat falsafah!).Tape seyes r, mmg aku bengang sangat2 lah mase invigilator tu dok borak2. Da la kuat gile, aku dengar la dorang dok ckp2 pasal paper falsafah yg dorang kate senang mcm kopek kacang tu. A ah la senang. Sbb dorang xkene bwat. Cube dorang kene wat. Mesti dorang pon terkial2 gak r. Malang btol la aku duk depan betol2 depan pintu masuk. Aish. Xbaik btol mulut aku ni.
Pastu tengahari lak ade classroom management. Sir ckp soalan senang. Kalo tengok soalan mesti gelak. A ahla sangat. Gile banyak essay kene bwat. Pastu tghari2 nih, mood nak lena bak kate orang2 perlis nak datang r. aku da letak kepale atas meje, kelas plak panas. Aku pon pelik r kolej aku ni, tah kurun keberapenye kipas ta die gune. Aku da bukak kipas paling maksimum pon mcm bukak no2 je kot. Ika da bising2 kat hujung kelas, “shel, bole tolong kuatkan kipas x?”. aku pon jawap “la, da paling kuatlah..kipas ni kembaq kipas bilik hang la”. Hehehe.macam2 hal.(tiru ayat abg long lah plak!). Sbb brain aku yang da macam cramp sbb ngantok, serius aku xsempat check. Tah apelah aku jwb td. Mintak2 lah xde yg tersasar.
Pastu abes paper cm je teros yan ajak g mkn. Sekutu2 makan yg len pon join skali r. lalu lah plak kat tempat kitorang jumpe “sang cinta” semalam. Since Konvo da dekat, makin rajinlah gardener2 kat Ipsah ni. Jangan maen2 tau. Uncle Library pon da tuka profesion jadi tukang potong rambut pokok tau. Die gunting pokok lawa gile. Semalam aku ngan bella da aim satu pokok uncle library ni tgh dok potong. Die potong lawa gile, siap ade lubang yang bole letak muke kitorang lah antare pokok2 tu. Tp semalam sbb hujan n malas nk tgu uncle library tu siap potong pokok tu, xdapatlah nak amek gamba. So on the way balik pas riangkan perut kat depan restaurant2 ekslusif depan ipsah tu, teingin la nk teruskan hajat semalam. Malangnye uncle library tu tgh dok potong lagi pokok tu. Aku pon pelik. Macam uncle tu ptong pokok tu xsiap2 dari semalam. Aku tengok pokok tu da xcomel, da xde bentuk bulat untuk aku dgn bella letak muke kat tgh2 poko tu, tp da jd mcm kambingnye sh*t.adoi! frust2!
Pastu pg la tempat bertemu sang cinta tu. Ala. Kaler sang cinta da berubah. Da xmerah da. Adekah sang cinta da berubah hati? Tp sbb kemaruk nak bergambar jugak, atas dasar arini semue orang comel berbaju kurung, amek gak lah gamba. Posing maseh mcm semalam. Cume bezenye arini ana wat pose gedik telebey.hahaha.die kate sbb nk cover jerawat yg naik kat pipi. Ala mek, aku pon naik jerawat, besar plak tu, xpelah. Anggap jelah ni sagu hati dr exam last kat ipsah sblm masuk upsi.hehe… lupe lak nak cerite kisah bertemu sang cinte ni. Semalam kan semue orang pon tension study. Aku pon biaselah, jiwe kacau, g mkn cha kuey teow kat restaurant ekslusif kat depan maktab. Pas2 time balik hujan, kenelah lalu bawah tempat beratap depan hall tu. Skali tgh menikmati pemandangan2 yang baru nk dibersihkan sempene konvo, nampaklah plak sumthing kale merah dalam pasu kat tepi2 tu. Lawa gile. Rerupenye bende tu buah pinang yg tengah masak kale merah. Tah sape tah susun jadik bentuk heart. Aku, belle, aida ngan ana pon mule la ade syndrome nak bergamba. Pas2 sorang2 amek gamba. Posing same plak tu.hahaha sbb smlm kitorng pakai t-shirt je, so arini konon2 comel sket r pakai baju kurung nk amak gbr lg dgn sang cinta. Sbb sume org pon tgh mcm frust bercinte, sume pon setuju lah nk panggil bende lah tu “sang cinte”. Ha comel lah tu! Jangan jeles semue! Hari2 terakhir kami telah betemu sang cinte! Hahaha~ elok nye panjang essay aku ni. Bole x essay ni je aku submit esok sempene paper bm? =p


arini pakai baju kurung plak...tp color sang cinte da xmerah sangat..


semalam pakai t-shirt..


hai sang cinta!

curious-------

Cloudy cloudy day. It is so strange not to hear your voice for even one day. It is very strange.
Sometimes, curiosity does not only kill the rats, but it is also killing me. That’s it.

“Dear wind, fly me where I can find my amity. I don’t’ want to freeze under the rain. Let me chill myself on the clouds, playing with the son of the sun. I know that rainbow awaits me when the rain stops. “ 
--pinkblusher—

Clarification~

omg! my blog has create some sort of controversy recently. ok. let me clarify this.
what i've written inside my blog has nothing to do with ANYONE. it just that i wrote what i think generally and i have no slight intention of pointing it to anybody. i apology if any thing written here offend u. i'm sorry, but i must stress here that i am not pointing any of my writing to anyone. i believe that everybody has the right to express thought freely right? so, here i am writing my thought for STRANGERS to read. my blog is the place where i laugh and scream. please, if u cannot accept what i'm writing, then do not proceed reading it. I am only human, n i cannot pleased everyone. by the way, thanx for reading my thoughts here. i appreciate it. :)