Something that make me smile :)

U will smile after u read this, i bet u. Because i did too. :) Somehow, women will always be women, full of emotions and concern. And it's vice versa with men's. That's y god created women n men needing and longing for each other. :)

* A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband.
A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife.

* A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend.
A successful woman is one who can find such a man.

* To be happy with a man you must understand him a lot and love him a little.
To be happy with a woman you must love her a lot and not try to understand her at all.

* Married men live longer than single men.
But married men are a lot more willing to die.

* Any married man should forget his mistakes.
No sense two people remembering the same thing.

* Men wake up as good-looking as they went to bed.
Women somehow deteriorate during the night.

*A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn't.

A man marries a woman expecting that she won't change and she does.

* A woman has the last word in any argument.
Anything a man says after that is the beginning of a new argument.

Ladies are to be loved!

I am trying not to be bias. So here goes the facts about women that i must admit it's true. Hehe.

Women

1.The most important thing for a woman is financial security

2.Although this is so important, they still go out and buy expensive clothes and stuff

3.Although they always buy expensive clothes, they say they never have something to wear.

4.Although they never have something to wear, they always dress beautifully.

5.Although they always dress beautifully, their clothes are always just ‘an old rag’.

6.Although their clothes are always ‘just an old rag’, they still expect you to compliment them.

7. Although they expect you to compliment them, when you do, they don’t believe you.

Ok. I am a fair person, am i? :)

It's all about Men!

Hello Guys! I am in the mood of analyzing men characters today due to the confusion that engulf myself for these few days. So let's check this out together. I know these are almost precise n hampir terkene jantung2 lelaki semalaya. :) Nasiblah sape yg terase k?

Facts about Men

1.All men are extremely busy

--They are always busy kan? Xpenah la dgr kate dorang xbusy. Pempuan je xbusy.Kan?

2.Although they are so busy, they still have time for women.
--Ye ke ade mase? Ke time2 tertentu je ade mase?

3.Although they have time for women, they don’t really care for them

.
--I am absolutely agree with this. I don't get it why. Pls explain to me!

4.Although they don’t really care for them, they always have one around

.
--Guys, u are just too lucky for having someone who wud always be there for u even if u wud always never be there for her.

5.Although they always have one around them, they always try their luck with others.
--Oh maybe a girl can use the same excuse perhaps?

6.Although they try their luck with others, they get really pissed off if the first woman leaves them.
--See how it works?

7.Although the woman leaves them they still don’t learn from their mistakes and still try their luck with others

.
--That happens a lot. :)

Whatever it is, i still believe that there are still plenty men who really care and appreciate their ladies (ayat rhetoric, cover!). Hahaha. Tata!

I want "my girl" back!

My bff once said that i do a lot of crying. Even though i am no sissies, i must admit that i do a lot of crying..lots of. Today, i woke up not feeling really well and i'm not feeling good. I sorta finding ways to cheer myself again, wishing that i could watch my favourite series "my girl". Unfortunately, when i started to browse for it in my private files, it was gone! And that tear my heart to pieces. And there i go again, frustrated n suddenly i felt that my eyes tingled and it rained again.....

I really reaaly want my girl back.please?

Always be my baby

We were as one baby
for a moment in time
and it seemed everlasting
that you would always be mine
now you want to be free
so I'm letting you fly
cause i know in my heart baby
our love will never die,no!

You'll always be a part of me
i'm a part of you indefinitely
boy don't you know you can't escape me
ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
and we'll linger on
time can't erase a feeling this strong
no way you're never gonna shake me
ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no
and i won't beg you to stay
if you're determined to leave boy
i will not stand in your way
but inevitably you'll be back again
cause ya know in your heart babe
our love will never end no
you'll always be a part of me
i'm part of you indefinitely
boy don't you know you can't escape me
ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
and we'll linger on
time can't erase a feeling this strong
no way you're never gonna shake me
ooh darlin cause you'll always be my baby

I know that you'll be back boy
when your days and your nights get a little bit colder
i know that,you'll be right back, baby
oh, baby believe me it's only a matter of time
of time

Lie. Lie. & Lie.

I am listening to Fly fm just now. The topic that Jules n Prem are discussing reaaaly caught my attention. What are the lies that men always tell?

This is the list of top 10 lies men always tell to their women according to the response of the listeners.

1- Sorry, my phone die la..
2- I forgot to tell u lah..btw, do I have to?
3- I went out with my men colleague for lunch..don’t worry lah..no girls
4- I silent my phone lah last night…xperasanlah your texts
5- I came home at 1 am..then I tido mati lah..
6- Yes I did went out with my ex-girl, but nothing happen la..
7- Sooooryy. I’ve got sumthing to do lah right now
8- I’ll call u back honey i promise

*this one I mmg PALING geram!! hehe *
9- I swear I don’t lie to you honey…*hahaha..a rhetoric way to cheat a girl*
10- I Love You,,,reaaaaalllly!

*ye ker?*

Suddenly, an anonymous listener calls in. This is what he said---
“I think women like men to tell lies lah

. It is because women cannot accept the truth

compared to men.. for example, my gf la. If she asked me “Sayang, I da gemuk ke?”. I have to answer it like this, even if she had put on 10 kgs, “No lah sayang, u look slim n gorgeous as usual”. I am sure that if I tell her the truth, that is she looks damn fat n definitely less gorgeous with that much of weight increase, she wud *sob sob* n merajuklah. Hahaahaha.”

Okay2, that anonymous caller seems to be quite bias to me. He’s so mean for saying that to the ladies! Hahaha. To be honest, I don’t mind my man telling me the truth

of my appearance, whether I have put on weight or not, whether I look not pretty for wearing striking pink t-shirt, etc. Not all women like their men to use their sweet like candy magical words

to melt their heart. I am sure that most women love their men to be honest

with them. To me, if you guys keep telling lies or the untruth to your women, where is the honesty of your relationship? You should be honest to your partner, try to avoid as much lies as possible (I know it is quite impossible not to lie, but try lah..hahaha), even if the truth is very hard to swallow.

Since I have the experience of 4 years long distance relationship, I usually know when my man lies. When his tone of voice suddenly becomes very convincing

, when he didn’t reply any of my texts or call n giving me lame excuses

, I’m sure something is going on. But surelah, sometimes, we can always put an eye closed, so that the petty2 things don’t get worse. I am hooked to a very unique guy, I don’t know if anyone can understand him except me. He of course, detested me when he discovered that I lied to him. And I would response, I am sorry..i try not to do it again. Hehehe. Hey. I didn’t lie okay about the part of “ I am sorry, I try not to repeat it again”

. I really mean it. It just that I come to a realization, that I am only human, n lying is a common mistake I made. I know he did the same too, so fair lah. Sometimes I accept the philosophy “Certain things are better left unsaid”. I know guys can be very “secretive” of their activity. I am not sure if “secretive”

is an appropriate word to describe of men’s nature to “not tell”

their women of that “insignificant” activities (that I’m sure that his girl would piss off after she discovered it..for instance going out lunch with another girl). Then they will say, “I didn’t lie, it just that I didn’t tell”

or “ala..xpenting pun..kene bagitau ke?”. Hehehe. So that’s it. I think both women n men lie to their partner, so it is fair. Lying is acceptable in the context of preserving the relationship

, etc but there is always a limit for it. It’s not that u can cheat your girl guys, by having scandal there n there, date different2 girls every weekend, that’s too much man! To my man, I love u

, u know I will always do, I am sorry for all the lies I used to tell, I forgive u for all the lies u told me (hehe), just keep this in your heart---I may tell u lies, but I never CHEAT on u..never! To all girls, juz bear with all of your man lies, since u all do lie too. =p

The Purple Wedding

29th & 30th MAY 2009. Finally, abg2 sepupu kesayangan aku da kawen! Sbnrnye cousin aku yg kawen ni adik beradik, tp adik beradik angkat la. Dorang ni dibesakan same2 oleh family si adik. Congratulation Abang Boy (Adik) & Baim (Abang)! Semoge korang dapat babies cepat2~ Hahahaha...

7th JUNE 2009. Ni part yg paling best sbb time ni aku ade. Cousin2 aku ni kawen dgn orang Terengganu. Tu yang mase dorang nikah aku x g tu. Jauh sangat2 la. Dorang xpelah dorang naik flight. Bakal2 pengantin mmg ngade2.Hehehe. 2 days before reception utk belah family aku, sume family aku da gather ramai2 kat Putrajaya umah auntie aku. Punyelah ramai, rumah auntie aku plak apartment je, so sangat2 lah crowded. Nak gerak pon susa. Aku dtg sehari sblm majlis resepsi tu sbb konon2 nk skip r buat kije. Bile aku sampai je, kan da kene ceramah free, pas2 kene settlekan 600 bunge2 telur yg still xdimasukkan telur. Adusss~ Susanye nk kawen ek. Mcm2 nak kene prepare. Kakak sepupu aku, adik pengantin lelaki lah kan, busy g sane g sini. Kesian jugak aku tgk die uruskan dewan, uruskan event, uruskan keluarge pengantin perempuan, etc. Tpi xpelah kak Girl ek, da selamat da Abg Boy N Baim kawen. Esok2 turn Kak Girl plak. Tp aku pon siap kene tempias sekali. Auntie2 aku sibuk la plak tanye aku ble nak kawen. Siap suh aku bwk calon berpotensi utk di intro kan. Hampesh betol! Aku bukan ape. Aku nk bagi laluan kat kakak2 n abg2 sepupu laen kawen dulu. Aku lgpon umor baru 19 thn kan. Mude lagi. Hehehehe. Okay2. Aku mcm da mls sket nk tulis panjang2 neh. Ni aku tunjuk sket2 gamba2 sekitar preparation majlis resepsi.

Bapak2 bersame anak2 bujang busy buat bunge rampai..

Hadziq dgn Yusri pure-pure tekun memotong pandan setelah camera dihalekan pade mereka

Bunge telur yang bukan aku buat

Tibe2,mlm tu Abg Boy dtg bawak kek. Aku ingat die mimpi ke ape sbb esok baru die sanding. Rupe-rupenye adik sepupu aku, si Shukri da turn 17. Terime kasihla ye pengantin, sbb belikan kek yg sedap tu, makin bertambah2 la lemak dlm bdn aku. Papepon, Happy Birthday Syukri! Kire double celebrationla nih. Sambil sambut birthday, sambil raikan pengantin2. =p

Syukri malu2 kucing bile nak tiup lilin kek..

Ni plak gamba2 on the day of the reception kat Putrajaya Community Hall Presint 9.. Mmg kecohlah kat Hall tu. Yelah, family besar aku datang dari kampong. So mmg style kamponglah. Ditambah pulak dgn mak cik2 aku mcm Mak Ju, Cik Ros, Mak Teh n cousin2 aku yg sememangnye kecos. Mmg syok! Kalo x, mesti boring je sbb banyak protokol. Mase dlm bilik persalinan kat hall sume org busy packing2 souvenir. Aku xbuatlah packing2 ni sbb aku ade tugas lagi penting. Tugas aku ialah make up kan flower girl & cousin2 pempuan. Bangge aku sume org aku make up kan wpon bukannye lawa sgt pn aku make up kan.Hahahaha.

"Ko lipat r tudung ko, susa la aku nak letak blusher cenggini" kate Aku kat Ekin sambil buat demo lipat tudung.

Aku n Ekin posing depan stage pelamin..jadiklah...wpon impian aku n Ekin xkesampaian nak duk atas pelamin tu..waaaa!

Aku ttp dgn kegemaran aku iaitu makan, wpon Mak Ngah aku pesan jgn mkn dulu takot belt dress aku xmuat pas makan..heheh

Aku dgn cousin2 yg serba purple dpn pintu masuk

Family belah mak aku orang Johor so kitorg decide nk buat adat Johorlah. Adelah silat, upacare minum air berkat,baling gule2 lah pastu ape lagi tah aku xtau name. Tapi part yg paling best, ade kutipan tol. Tol ni cenggini. Pengantin lelaki kene bagi duit kt sedare2 yg halang dorang sblm dorang dpt naik pelamin n sanding dgn wife dorang. Adik aku ni nakal sket, bole die mintak kat Abg Boy RM50. hahhaa. Nak tercekik Abg Boy aku. Yelah, yang tukang mintak tol tu bukan sorang, cousin2 aku punyelah ramai.Bole bankrupt Abg sepupu aku sblm dpt naik pelamin bersanding. Aku xdpt la duittol, sbb tugas aku ialah kidnap pengantin pempuan. Adoii..melepas aku nk mengepau.hahahaa

"Laki aku ni cukup ke x duit nak bayar tol ni" fikir Kak Sya dlm hati.

Aku kidnap Kak Yanie kejap sementare kutipan tol (Adat Johor) dilakukan~

Flower Girl dgn Kembar James Bond setie menanti pengantin

Aku dgn adik aku dukung Fasha Afrina & Deanna yg cute sangat2!

Aku berangan ade baby comel mcm Fasha Afrina~ Bile aku nak ade baby ni? hahaha

Family aku amek gamba dgn Abg Boy & Kak Sha..

Timmy yang mogok boring buat muke monyok..ala..cian die..

Family besar aku yg happening serbe purple...rindulah kat korang!

Majlis abes tepat kul 5. Mmg best la sbb dpt gather ramai2 dgn cousin. Peluang cenggini mmg jarang dapat. Mlm tu kitorg tgk balik video n gamba2 mmg gelak besar r. Abg Boy aku mmg sempoi r. Siap kipas diri sendiri sbb pengapit die hilang. Hahaha. Lepas ni turn sape lah pulak ek? =p

The Envious Sheryl

suddenly a strange feeling pop out again.

"i envy the ones who get a beautiful attention.

i envy the ones whose presence is appreciated.

i envy the ones whose absence is being sensed.

i envy the ones who doesn't even have to contemplate whether he/she is loved.

i am reaally envious right now"

i may sound that i'm too greedy. i'm not by the way. it just what i need. what i really really need.

Skuad Myvi Bapak Bella on Tour!

Last few days, when we were waiting for the next "torture" to take place, the girls went to rock a bit at the island. the stated purpose (as been told to belle's bapak n mama) was to accompany belle during their absence. chewaah..kunun2 we all baik la nak teman belle jage rumah, tolong bibik sapu2 sampah n everything lor. the hidden agenda were to jalan2 lah plus tengok AF n OIAM lah! first arrived, gaye ayu2 lagilah. salam belle's mun n tok,then the nice bibik served us with very cold and nice juice. tibe2, belle's adorable brother yg diminati oleh cik aida rudaini balek. then, kelam kabutlah cik rudaini. sehingge tertumpah air oren di atas meje.hehehe.mungkin kerane terpesone dgn lirikan mate abg belle kot.=p enough for that. karang abes rambot aku tercabut cik rudaini tarik.*giggling* that nite, kami berempat tido dgn lights on, sbb sume org xsedar ble tetido. when there was no rules, the girls applied their rules. we woke up late, bangun2 teros brekfast nasik goreng hasil masakan bibik. sbb korum xcukup lagik, baru 4 orang je jelitawan yg hadir iaitu aku, belle bipasha basu, aida rudaini n cik mayzlene marjerin, kami pon dok bincang r n g ronda kat mane aritu. bincang punye bincang, we came to a conclusion for visiting penang hill (since aku n cik rudaini yg kesian xpenah pegi lagik), botanical garden n toy museum lah! driver xbebayar pon menjlnkan tugas. mule2 ingt nak tunjuk pro r nak bawak kete manual, last2 aku give up sbb aku xbese dgn clutch kete tu.akhirnye, myvi automatik milik bapak belle juge jadik pilihan aku.hahaha.tp mmg grateful sgtla dpt bwk kerete auto, penang banyak sgt kerete, salu jammed, kalo aku dok ronde2 bwk manual ble tercabut kot kaki asek tuka2 gear jek.

cik sheryl ketue chef, cik belle basu,cik aida rudaini n cik mazylene marjerin

drebar xberbayar memandu dgn selamat

so skrg 1st kitorng nk g penang hill. mmg mase g penang hill tu, on the way,cik belle basu, cik rudaini n cik mazylene marjerin lah jd mate aku. seyes aku xtau jln. yang peliknye, belle yg da 21 thn dok penang pon xtaw jln! hehehe. so kitorg sume ibarat pelancong negeri len r.mase g tuh mmg asek tgk sign board jelah. aku doa dlm hati, jgnlah kitorg sesat sampai kt afrika. karang kanibal jumpe kitorg, abes kitorg kene makan! back to the story, sblm journey tu lg, belle da asek call cik mesaa@fuza tanye jln. mule2 kunun2 nk tanye abg belle lah, tp sbb kitorg bgn lambat, abg belle pon da kua.*padan muke bgn lambat lagik*. mengikut nasihat cik fuza, kitorg xkan sesat ke penang hill sbb mmg byk signboard g sane. mmg tepat skali lah advice cik fuza.kitorg mmg xsesat g penang hill. tp sampai2 je, parking xde.penuh sgt kete n bas. yelah. labour day kan. pastu aku pusing2 kat umah org, hentam je parking kat situ.turun2 jek, nampak polis tgh saman kete org len kt tepi2 jln. cuak aku. aku teros g kat polis tu. yelah takot kene saman.kang jenuh la plak aku kene baya saman. "tumpang tanye pakcik, kami dok parking kete kt kwsn perumahan bwh tu.kene saman x?"
"kwsn perumahan xkene, asalkan xblock jln org len suda"
"oh, time kaseh na.." *lonjak2 dalam hati, xyah aku g cari parking len!*
pas2 mase tgh queue dgn cik belle basu nk beli tiket cable car, aku dgr la India dpn aku ckp
"at 3:30 only we can go up u know. all others had been sold out"
aku dgn belle dah pandang sesame sendirik r. skrg baru kol 12. xkan lah nk tunggu 3 jam kot kat situ. bincang punye bincang lagik, sampai turn kitorg, kitorg xdecide lagik. last2 xbeli. *ches penat je beratur!* aku n cik rudaini da bwat muke seposen sbb sedeh. kempunan aku and cik rudaini nk naek penang hill. utk menutup rase hampe, aku dgn yg len ameklah gamba kt signboard dpn cable car station tu jek.hehehehe.. agaknye cik belle basu n cik mazylene marjerin perasan kehampaan kitorg, dorang bincang2 lagik. akhirnye, idea twinkling2 pon terhasil. hasil drpd gelige otak cik belle basu n cik mazylene marjerin yg mcm batu cincin,dorang suggest kitorg beli tiket je dulu utk naik atas ptg2 sket, then barulah g jln2 tempat laen. yes! yes! dapat jugak aku naek atas.tp mase beli tiket utk naik kol 430, pakcik jual tiket tu cakap,
"turun jgn lewat2 sgt. kat atas tu byk pocong.karang kene gigit xtau."
waaaa! takotnye aku dgr. hrp2 la aku xjumpe pocong atas sane! pas2 kitorg decide nk g botanical garden dulu sementare tgu kol 430. mase g botanical garden nilah kitorg sesat. mmg xde signborad lgsg nk guide kitorg. cik belle basu, cik rudaini n cik marjerin lah bersusah payah bace map yg xberape nk lengkap kat pamplete yg dorang amek kt penang hill station. aku sampai pusing roundabout dpn penang hill tu 3 kali sbb xtau nk amek jln mane.mesti driver laen igt aku gile kot.hahaha.pas2 kitorg decide lalu ayer hitam.mmg sesatlah.aku benti dpn kwsn apartment suh cik mazylene marjerin n cik belle basu tanye uncle cine tu. cik marjerin kn bole speak kantonis, cik belle basu bole ckp loghat penang.kombinasi 2 jelitawan ni pasti membuahkan hasil utk mencari jln benar ke botanical garden. ms mule2 cik mazylene mmg kondifen gile sebot name2 jln. pas2 aku tanyelah, jln2 tu terletak kat mane. die blur ckp, aku xtau katne, aku cume tau name jln jek.hahahaha. hampeh sungguh. tpakse la kitorg pusing lagi 20 kali, xjumpe2 jugak jln kebenaran. last2 cik belle basu cdgkan kitorg mule balek dr penang hill. aku pusing balek r g penang hill. cari mangse sape lg kitorg nk tanye. last2 aku tenampak ade sorang "ker ker" cine neh die baru je kua kete dpn umah die. aku teros g dpn umah die. spt bese, pembantu2 aku iaitu cik mazylene marjerin berserte cik rudaini yg da bersiap sedia dgn pen dan kertas(in case kene lukis map), turun utk tanye. dorang siap masuk kwsn dpn rumah lagik.hahaha.aku tgu dlm kete jelah. pas2 nampak lah "ker ker" neh. die tanye
"who's the driver?"
aii xkan xnampak aku kot tgh pgg stereng.
"i'm the driver. but i know nothing bout penang road". *aku jwb bahase omputeh jugaklah kan*
"y dun u juz follow me?"
kwn2 aku sume da bersorak girang,sbb kitorg tau kitorg xkan sesat lagik.hahaha
ha..nilah gbr "ker ker" bmw yg banyak berjase pd kitorg. tapik gbr kerete jelah ye.hehehe.



bukan nak ckp apelah, tp kami mmg puji la rakyat2 penang nih. "ker ker" nih punyelah baik nak tunjuk jalan, smpi ble aku terslah follow pon die bleh berenti tepi jln tgu aku wat u-turn. seyes baik. terime kasih la kapade "ker ker" WEK74 yg sudi tunjukkan kitorg jln ke botanical garden. then selamatlah sampai ke botanical garden. smpi2 perot da bergendang2 muzik zapin da sbb lapaq sgt. kitorg mknlah. aku dgn belle basu minum air kelape tau.hahaha.jakun!


cik rudaini n cik marjerin pinjam air kelape aku nak amek gamba..hehe


The kitorg masuk botanical garden. Xde keje laenlah. Bergamba sakan lah. Sampai ade satu grup bangla ni minat kat cik belle basu n cik mazylene marjerin or cik aida rudaini agaknye sebok dok ikot amek gbr kitorg.panas hati betol. Tula korang pakai lawa2 lagik.hahaha. then kitorg meneruskan perjlnan g toy museum. Mmg best sbb xsesat jalan. Konon2 da pro la.hahahha. tgk jela gamba neh. Mls nk tulis da. Panjang sgt da. Nantikan series seterusnye tour kitorg k?

P/s: balik tu kitorg sesat, xtaw nak balik umah Belle ikut jln mane, sampai kene tepon Cik Fuza.hehe.
Aduhai Cik Belle, Cik Belle! Rumah sendirik pon lupe jalan. *giggle*

INDEPENDENT WOMAN!

Last nite, I’d spent my time lavishly reading the blog of LO

.She’s totally hot, strong and admirable

. I love the way she thinks about life, of how everything that come across the way should be handled coolly and maturely. Since I am too, struggling with the considered petty2 things in life by some people, which is the emotional struggle

, I am very2 positive

of how things should work after reading some inspiring stories in the LO’S Blog. Thanx sis~ U inspired me to be strong, yet remained the characteristic of a soft lady. I think that everyone has come upon difficult time, when they have to bear on frustration, betrayal

, etc. Somehow, I realized that I should take thing very slowly, I’m only 21 by the way, my journey is still too long. Once I regretted for the certain things that I’d done, somehow I realized that mistakes make me grow independently

as the mistakes taught me many things. I don’t want to be the victim of desperation

of possessing someone or something in life, until I have to put my dignity

aside or even have to shatter it. In my contemplation of my emotional struggle, I believe that true love will come to me eventually when the right time has come. I appreciate

what I have now, thank you Allah for lending me someone that I can rely on, someone that can lend me his shoulder

when I need to, someone that can guide

me when I’m lost. I know that sometimes thing can be difficult for both of us, however I am truly grateful for the mutual trust

and tolerance

we have in each other. I pray that God will bless this relationship till eternity

, and wash away the time of uncertainty. My dear melon, thanx for bearing my emotional whinge

, I know sometimes I stepped beyond the line. Being independent is what I want, but I know sometimes I can’t help but to grumble my emotional expression to u. I want to achieve everything I dream of

, slowly but nicely. I am giving myself a space to breathe now, since I think that I’d suffocated myself with not very-brilliant-perspective for a period of time. I always remind myself, never put myself down juz because i don’t get what i want. I can always try later, harder maybe. Yeah! Independent woman works

towards her dream

without stopping, not even a second! Go Go Sheryl!,

Hari-Hari Terakhir di IPSAH—Kisah Bertemu Sang Cinta!

Harini adalah officially hari examku yang amat2 lah stress. On the way nk g exam hall. Terdengarlah kawan2 aku dok me”recite” falsafah pendidikan negare. Hebatnye kawan2 aku. Xsangke semue orang da pandai berfalsafah sekarang. Hehe.Pagi tadi bwat falsafah, nak jammed gak la kepale since aku ni mmglah xreti berfalsafah hendaknye. Awal2 pagi lagi da tension, bukan sbb xleh jwb soalan, tapi sbb invigilator tu dok borak2 baek nye depan aku. Mane nak dapat idea nak menulis kalo mcm2? Da la aku da lame xtulis essay dlm bm. Pastu kene tulis pasal falsafah plak tu (chewwaahh..aku nih sbnrnye exaggerate je ni..orang laen pon kene gak wat falsafah!).Tape seyes r, mmg aku bengang sangat2 lah mase invigilator tu dok borak2. Da la kuat gile, aku dengar la dorang dok ckp2 pasal paper falsafah yg dorang kate senang mcm kopek kacang tu. A ah la senang. Sbb dorang xkene bwat. Cube dorang kene wat. Mesti dorang pon terkial2 gak r. Malang btol la aku duk depan betol2 depan pintu masuk. Aish. Xbaik btol mulut aku ni.
Pastu tengahari lak ade classroom management. Sir ckp soalan senang. Kalo tengok soalan mesti gelak. A ahla sangat. Gile banyak essay kene bwat. Pastu tghari2 nih, mood nak lena bak kate orang2 perlis nak datang r. aku da letak kepale atas meje, kelas plak panas. Aku pon pelik r kolej aku ni, tah kurun keberapenye kipas ta die gune. Aku da bukak kipas paling maksimum pon mcm bukak no2 je kot. Ika da bising2 kat hujung kelas, “shel, bole tolong kuatkan kipas x?”. aku pon jawap “la, da paling kuatlah..kipas ni kembaq kipas bilik hang la”. Hehehe.macam2 hal.(tiru ayat abg long lah plak!). Sbb brain aku yang da macam cramp sbb ngantok, serius aku xsempat check. Tah apelah aku jwb td. Mintak2 lah xde yg tersasar.
Pastu abes paper cm je teros yan ajak g mkn. Sekutu2 makan yg len pon join skali r. lalu lah plak kat tempat kitorang jumpe “sang cinta” semalam. Since Konvo da dekat, makin rajinlah gardener2 kat Ipsah ni. Jangan maen2 tau. Uncle Library pon da tuka profesion jadi tukang potong rambut pokok tau. Die gunting pokok lawa gile. Semalam aku ngan bella da aim satu pokok uncle library ni tgh dok potong. Die potong lawa gile, siap ade lubang yang bole letak muke kitorang lah antare pokok2 tu. Tp semalam sbb hujan n malas nk tgu uncle library tu siap potong pokok tu, xdapatlah nak amek gamba. So on the way balik pas riangkan perut kat depan restaurant2 ekslusif depan ipsah tu, teingin la nk teruskan hajat semalam. Malangnye uncle library tu tgh dok potong lagi pokok tu. Aku pon pelik. Macam uncle tu ptong pokok tu xsiap2 dari semalam. Aku tengok pokok tu da xcomel, da xde bentuk bulat untuk aku dgn bella letak muke kat tgh2 poko tu, tp da jd mcm kambingnye sh*t.adoi! frust2!
Pastu pg la tempat bertemu sang cinta tu. Ala. Kaler sang cinta da berubah. Da xmerah da. Adekah sang cinta da berubah hati? Tp sbb kemaruk nak bergambar jugak, atas dasar arini semue orang comel berbaju kurung, amek gak lah gamba. Posing maseh mcm semalam. Cume bezenye arini ana wat pose gedik telebey.hahaha.die kate sbb nk cover jerawat yg naik kat pipi. Ala mek, aku pon naik jerawat, besar plak tu, xpelah. Anggap jelah ni sagu hati dr exam last kat ipsah sblm masuk upsi.hehe… lupe lak nak cerite kisah bertemu sang cinte ni. Semalam kan semue orang pon tension study. Aku pon biaselah, jiwe kacau, g mkn cha kuey teow kat restaurant ekslusif kat depan maktab. Pas2 time balik hujan, kenelah lalu bawah tempat beratap depan hall tu. Skali tgh menikmati pemandangan2 yang baru nk dibersihkan sempene konvo, nampaklah plak sumthing kale merah dalam pasu kat tepi2 tu. Lawa gile. Rerupenye bende tu buah pinang yg tengah masak kale merah. Tah sape tah susun jadik bentuk heart. Aku, belle, aida ngan ana pon mule la ade syndrome nak bergamba. Pas2 sorang2 amek gamba. Posing same plak tu.hahaha sbb smlm kitorng pakai t-shirt je, so arini konon2 comel sket r pakai baju kurung nk amak gbr lg dgn sang cinta. Sbb sume org pon tgh mcm frust bercinte, sume pon setuju lah nk panggil bende lah tu “sang cinte”. Ha comel lah tu! Jangan jeles semue! Hari2 terakhir kami telah betemu sang cinte! Hahaha~ elok nye panjang essay aku ni. Bole x essay ni je aku submit esok sempene paper bm? =p


arini pakai baju kurung plak...tp color sang cinte da xmerah sangat..


semalam pakai t-shirt..


hai sang cinta!

curious-------

Cloudy cloudy day. It is so strange not to hear your voice for even one day. It is very strange.
Sometimes, curiosity does not only kill the rats, but it is also killing me. That’s it.

“Dear wind, fly me where I can find my amity. I don’t’ want to freeze under the rain. Let me chill myself on the clouds, playing with the son of the sun. I know that rainbow awaits me when the rain stops. “ 
--pinkblusher—

Clarification~

omg! my blog has create some sort of controversy recently. ok. let me clarify this.
what i've written inside my blog has nothing to do with ANYONE. it just that i wrote what i think generally and i have no slight intention of pointing it to anybody. i apology if any thing written here offend u. i'm sorry, but i must stress here that i am not pointing any of my writing to anyone. i believe that everybody has the right to express thought freely right? so, here i am writing my thought for STRANGERS to read. my blog is the place where i laugh and scream. please, if u cannot accept what i'm writing, then do not proceed reading it. I am only human, n i cannot pleased everyone. by the way, thanx for reading my thoughts here. i appreciate it. :)

Open Your Mind...Please?

"no one worth to judge u" i begin my today's entry with one of my favourite quotes. in life, i am sure everybody will come across with betrayal, hatred, envy and other negative feelings. it doesn't matter. it just a normal feeling that everybody will feel at least once in life. i bet u never feel it only ONCE. to be honest, sometimes i envy other people for their beauty, brain n etc. even if i feel envy or jealous of someone, it never crossed my mind to hurt other people by making bad stories up just to see the downfall of that certain people. Sometimes, i feel frustrated because some people are overreacting on some issues. yes. maybe that someone had once made a big mistake. but i still cannot understand why should this has-nothing-to-do with that problem must judge the once-made-a-mistake individual until she/he makes a totally wrong conclusion. aren't friends supposed to be supportive and understanding? so why should the incident of spreading bad stories about others, make other people hate certain individual happens? come on guys. we are all adults. i am sure that we are matured and not blind to see what is really happening. please don't act like 7-year-old child whenever u have with problem with certain individual, u tell others not to be friend with that certain individual. the problem lies between only u and that individual(or maybe sometime it has nothing to do with u, u are just overreacting or too busy body by thinking it IS your PROBLEM!), so don't u ever drag other people in. in fact, i am not into making enemies, i love friends, i don't hurt my friends, i appreciate my friends and i hope that this kind of thing will fade away. do remember, "hari ini anda mungkin mentertawakan kejatuhan orang lain, tetapi siapa tahu, mungkin esok giliran anda pula untuk merasai kejatuhan".

"Value someone with your heart, not with your mouth".

---pinkblusher----

for my honey...

hi. honey, u know now that i have a blog. sorry honey, i don't mean to hide anything from u. it just that i feel shy. i know that we've been together for amazingly 4 years, but still i am too shy whenever it comes to u. maybe because your charming charming giggle whenever u want to tease me catch my nerves. honey, u means everything to me. as promised, nah, i proudly want to show my honey off. thanx honey, for your never-ending commitment, i know u are busy, but still u steal your precious2 time for me. i LOVE you.

oh lizard!

crime scene is the phrase i can describe about my room! no no i didnt
commited any serious crime such as robbing or killing. it juz that
a small creature called lizard was found trying to do away or in
simpler term "to commit suicide" in my lovely room. oh dear lizard---i wondered y should u choose my lovely n "penuh cahaye keimanan" room to commit the sin of suicide.c'mon lizard, u dun have to kill yourself even if your heart was
broken just because your girlfriend lizard dump u since u cannot afford to buy
a sport car or maybe because your long-time lovers girlfriend lizard
was caught cheating with other "h-e-n-s-e-m" lizard. i believe one day
u will find another pretty n hot lady lizard. ok..enough for my speech dedicated
to the lizard who is still dying on ex-roommate's bed(he got sticked to the glue of a tape, so he cannot move around). i pity you young lizard, however, i can do
nothing more than watching u dying. i feel yucks to touch u,by the way, i even screamed to death when i first discovered your yellowish body
lying desperately on the bed. i'm sorry, i'm gonna seek help from
the makcik cleaner to eliminate u from my room tomorrow. please dun beg me..
i am sorry..i have too. goodbye forever heart-broken lizard~~

Happy Anniversary Sweetheart!!

Happy 4th Anniversary Sweetheart!
i love u...and will always do!


---I am praying that Allah will bless our relationship, and we both end up sticking to each other till eternity!!---

sheryl yang seronok----

okay2..let me begin my story..semalam saye sangat2 teruje..
mule2 sbb nak jumpe him..then sbb nak jumpe his family skali..hati berdebar2 tuhan je tahu..agaknye kalo hati nih bole berkate2 abes kantoilah keterujaan saye kot.mesti blushing gile~ now, back to the story. the day before my man's bro wed, i'd been walking-dating with my man. since i was frustrated bcos he couldn't make it to my place as he supposed to, he kind of pujuk2 me then we ended up meeting in kl. so we had to rush back to fetch the train to seremban. I'd been missing him so badly, we havent the chance to meet up since last 2 months, so when i had him in front of me, i hold his hands tight, dun want to let go. i guess that is the normal reaction right? ahaaa...i must admit that moment IS so sweet, i wish the time stops so that i don't have to be far from him anymore, not anymore. btw, that's only my wish! i know this sounds so love-freak, i just don't care. i am enjoying every second of it while it is still there. =p the next day, my keterujaan was at peak, bcos i knew that i'll be meeting both my man n his family. there he goes, waiting for me with a charming smile, looks very handsome with his songkok and sampin on, and i am blushing again.hahaha.thank god he wouldn't read this, in fact he doesn't even know that i have my own blog. =p after filling my stomach up with nasi minyak, my dad insisted on meeting his parents up. oh no no! that's the part when i was so nervous! my bff, ju, started to laugh at me, grinning naughtily, and whispered "shel nervous,shel nervous!". she recited it like a song,n i almost caught myself inside a drain. almost slipped down to the big drain sbb nervous sgt2! hehehehe. thanx god i managed to hold Ju's hand, so i kind of selamat. then i saw my man's mum, xingat nak buat ape dah except teros give her a big2 smile, salam sambil kiss her hands, n surprisingly, she hugged me and kissed me on the cheek! ok girls out there, my mother-in-law-to-be gave me a big hug and kiss! jgn jeles! hehehhee.that's how my story ends. i love it! teruja teruja teruja! hehehehehe

Jiwa Seorang Putera Kecil

Hati menangis tatkala membaca sebuah jurnal tulisan seorang ayah tentang puteranya yang gigih berjuang untuk hidup. Hati kecilku cukup tersentuh, air mata berjujuran apabila menatap gambar-gambar titipan oleh si ayah untuk tatapan yang setia mengikuti perkembangan si anak. Jasad kecil yang penuh semangat kental, itulah yang ku boleh katakan tentang putera kecil ini. Walaupun hanya melihat dunia selama 8 bulan, namun sepanjang tempoh itu, dia telah membawa kegembiraan dan kasih sayang yang tidak terhingga kepada kedua ayahnda dan bondanya. Daku terfikir, alangkah bertuahnya diriku dikelilingi dengan orang-orang yang disayangi dalam keadaan yang sihat dan gembira. Tiada kata mampu ku luah sebaik membaca perjuangan yang dilalui oleh sepasang suami isteri bersama putera kecil mereka demi memegang amanah yang dianugerahkan Tuhan. Betapa jiwa kecil itu tabah menahan sakit setiap kali prosedur perubatan dilakukan terhadapnya. Apalah daya seorang bayi seusia dengannya menerima kesakitan yang tidak terhingga setiap kali jururawat menyedut mucus dari tekaknya. Ayahnda dan bonda putera ini menunjukkan ketabahan yang tinggi, dan tidak pernah bersikap negatif dalam menanti perkembangan putera kecil ini.Namun, sekuat manalah kudrat seorang manusia untuk melawan takdirNya. Allah telah mengurniakan putera ini secara sementara untuk membawa kebahagiaan dan memberi erti kesabaran serta kecintaan kepada semua. Pemergiaan putera kecil ini walau ditangisi, adalah kehendakNya. Semoga Amir Yusuf tenang menanti ayahnda dan bondanya disana. Alfatihah.

l.e.l.a.k.i

heart broken. dalam bahasa melayu hati hancurlah kan? in this entry, saye rase mcm nk melahirkan rase xpuas hati lah kepade insan yang bername lelaki. L.E.L.A.K.I. wahai lelaki-lelaki2..

-mengapelah anda semue suke menyakiti hati seorang wanita? tahukah anda bahawa wanita sangat2lah sensitif?

-tiadekah alasan yang lebih baik selain drp sibuk? abes tu, orang lain xsibukkah? orang lain tiada kerjakah?

-mengape perlu ucapkan sayang sekirenye anda xsayang? murah sangatkah perkataan sayang tu? perkataan sayang hanya sekadar untuk mengayat awek2 bagi tersangkut dlm perangkap anda kah?

-perlukah anda menunjukkan ego setiap kali berlaku perselisihan dengan pasangan anda? mengapa wanita sahaja selalu perlu mengalah? mengapa? jatuh standardkah sekiranya anda mengaku kesalahan anda pada wanita?

-mengapekah xreti memujuk setelah membuat seseorang wanita itu merajuk? xreti kah? jika tidak reti, bagaimana pula anda boleh mengayat awek anda semasa mula2 dulu? bukan itu satu persuasion juga kah?

-mengapa kejam sehingga membuat wanita menangis? adakah anda tahu, setiap titis air mata wanita itu ibarat setitis darah hasil torehan hati seorang wanita? alangkah kejamnya lelaki, hanya tahu menabur janji manis, jarang sekali dikotai. apabila diperlukan, baru wanita di cari, apabila xdiingini, dicampak merata-rata.

maaf saya pinta sekiranya entry kali ini menghentam lelaki habis-habisan. saya terluka kerana lelaki, rakan2 baik saya juga terluka kerana lelaki.penat saya melihat rakan2 menangis, mencari kesalahan sendiri setiap kali berlaku perselisihan dgn psgn masing2. ade juga yang ditinggal begitu shj tanpa khabar berita. adilkah semua ini bagi seorang wanita, yang sanggup berkorban segalanya demi kekasih hatinya? inikah balasan yang sepatutnya? aduhai lelaki...

fall for u babe~

dunno wut to do..i'm quite depressed lately, so i decide to do the survey thing again. thanx to atonq paul n nasoa for tagging me in facebook.=p

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

4. Tag as many friends.

5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.

6.
Have Fun!
7.
don't lie!


IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
burning up-jonas brother -----ces, ade ke ini reaksi aku?

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
7 things-miley cyrus ----hahaha..lebey kuranglah kot

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
disturbia-rihanna ----ha?

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
dangerous-akon feat.kardinal offishall ---dangerouslah sangat..hehehe

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
summertime-new kids on the block ---exactly wrong ok!

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
closer-neyo ----??!!

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
in the ayer - flo.rida feat will.i.am

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
i'll be loving u -mariah carey ---yeeehaaa!

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
all i need -one republic ----whoa, almost there~

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
forever-chris brown ---ok2, im suck at maths~hehehe

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
silly lily-bunkface ------weyh, gile tidak benar.my fren all all clever lah.hahaha

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
baby one more time--britney spears ----a ah best ape jd baby balik..hahhaha

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
better in times-leona lewis ---aishhhh...

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
bleeding love-leona lewis -----apsal lak nk bleeding, happy lah..kan

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
bye bye-mariah carey ---yassin juga dibaca dalam majlis tahlil ku...=p

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
clumsy-fergie ---agak lah clumsy sket..tp bukan hobi r..=p

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
cobalah untuk setia-kris dayanti ----hahahahha

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
crush-david archuleta ----mane ade aku ade secret crush dowh~

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
damaged-danity kane -----xnaklah damage~tipuuuuu!!!

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
disampingmu-the divine master ---luv u guys~

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
fall for u-2ndhand serenade ---ces, jiwang sungguh..hahaha

are you being honest?
yes i am..=p

weekend story

yes! it's thursday again. i love thursday since i started study in kedah. why? because in kedah, thursday and friday is the weekend. i plan to go to the carnival this weekend, however, i still cannot decide yet. since i'm having my *****d, how am i suppose to have fun playing water with my friends? i'm afraid that the water inside the pool will turn to red color, indicating that sum1 inside it is having p*****. plus, i don't want to spoil other's happiness just because i AM inside the pool.hahaha.pity me. i am very eager to the carnival since last 2 weeks, i even begged ika to postponed her plan to go to the carnival last week. (it is because last week i went to penang with fuza, akka, yan n mei leng. talking about penang, i departed from sp at 11 am, and i returned at 10 pm. i was nearly broke my leg because i'd been walking with akka,fuza,yan n mei leng from the jetty to "chennai potty", then walked back to jetty, then take bus to bazaar, then walk again to take bus to go to the perangin mall.it was very exhausting to walk under the hot sun in an island u know. however, during the shopping2 activity, nobody complained about tired, because everybody was busy picking this and that, then ask, "cantik x?". there u go, when it's the time for shopping, girls would ignore everything. the first destination was chennai potty, and my friends was behaving like crazy. if i'm not mistaken, fuza, yan n mei leng bought 4 kain sarees each. dasat kan?hahaa..me? since i'd promise myself not too spend too much,i only bought 1 kain saree.i guess i have enough of kain already, there are still plenty in query with my tailors.my friends were very good at bargaining, they bargained until the taukeh almost bankrupt, since they asked the taukeh to give them half price for everything,even for the special offer items.akka was the head behind all the bargaining thing, she was so expert! can u imagine we got a nice kain saree for RM44 complete with lining, even though the usual price was around RM99! akka, u r juz simply amazing! =p at 3 pm, everybody's stomach was singing. therefore, we decided to have our lunch at komtar's food court. the food court was suck, no choice since everybody was hungry.we all regretted for not stopping by at the kapitans. i decided to have
claypot chicken with yee mee with a glass of lime juice.with sulking face, we finished our lunch. the sulking face was caused by the rude seller. i promised myself not to go eat there again.huhu.enough of that, the hunting for wedges started. i didnt manage to find any lucky wedges, so i ended up buying a nice purple flat.mei leng was the shoes queen of the day, she ended up buying 3 wedges.mei leng, u dun tell me how to jimat2 r, u oso the same.hahahaha. omg, i'm tired of typing.next entry, i tell u more ok? =p


testing kain before buying..


nice saree rite?


tired face hunting for wedges----

happy 21st birthday sheryl!

happy birthday to me~
happy birthday to me~
happy birthday to me~
happy birthday to me~~~~


hahahaha..bestnye nyanyi birthday song untuk diri sendiri. well, today is not my birthday. few days ago was my birthday. gosh! i cant believe that i AM 21! thanx to my friends for all the sweet2 wishes and those lovely presents~i've got loads of bracelets, necklace, brooch, make up box n chocolates! yeah!! n special thanx to my beloved mum for sending me a beautiful bracelet watch n heart shaped ferrero-roche.mum, u just simply know that i really2 love chocolates! n to my melon, thanx for playing the guitar for me. i luv it. that's the best present ever. i love u! even though my birthday would always fall on the due date for all assignments, but still i enjoy my birthday. my melon promises me to celebrate my birthday along with our 4th anniversary n also with his birthday on sumwhere in may. due to the time constraint, since we both hardly have time to meet each other, so we have to wait for another semester break to celebrate all these meaningful event. it doesn't matter, as long as we spend the quality time together. whatever it is, thanx to all. i know that i am old already, i am entering the new phase in my life, which means that i have to stand on my own. no worries, after all, i believe age is juz a number. nevertheless, i am glad that i am now experiencing new life stage, which i hope that i could create as beautifully as i can. =p


my lovely present..thanx~

losing myself...

why am i so lazy recently?
tomorrow, i have a bm test but stil i haven't touch anything yet..today, i didn't attend sports day.yesterday, i didn't go for class.okay maybe the yesterday event can be forgiven since i suffered from terrible period pain. oowh, maybe my laziness syndrome is driven by my pre-menstrual syndrome.is it?no no~ i think it just my excuses for my lazy behaviour. i think i have sort of losing my motivation. why? why do i change so drastically? i guess i know why. i know that i am facing the toughest stage in my life. i know life is hard this way. i know i need to be patient. i know that i can go through all these. all i need to do is be strong and never lose my faith. dear Allah, help me to go through all these. i don't want to lose anything that supposed to be mine. i don't want to let go my happiness. Dear Allah...please give me your guidance. i pray that i will not lost in His tests, n i want myself back.

new year, new me!

it's 2009! time flies so fast until we don't realize that 2008 is over. perhaps i may be a little late to wish everybody "happy new year".but still, i want to wish each of u to have a bright of 2009. so i'm thinking of new motivation for myself since everybody seems to have one.this is the list i intend to do on the brand new 2009 :

~ms. sherill nurfarhana will be 21 years old this year so i want to be more matured,
especially in my act n every decision i make (i know i'm a bit of childish! heee..
~less spending,more saving which means less shopping.boleh ke? we'll see.
okay2, let me put it this way. i can spend but it mustn't be too much
until my allowance run out before the time and i have to make thick faces begging
my parents forever for money...huhu. p/s:afif, u shud do this u know!
~make less kebaye, more baju kurung.hahahaha.it sounds weird right for sum1 to hv
this kind of aim, is it? tulah cik sheryl, byk sgt baju kebaye smpi bj kurung
pon xde. kan nk g praktikum da pening kene g beli baju kurung. xkan la nk g sekolah
mengajar pakai bj kebaye kan? huhu..
~eat less meat, eat more veggie n fruits! definitely i hv to since i'm so chubby
right now, like my man said "sayang, ur cheek is like a pau daging u know!"
~do more exercise, especially the sit up thinggy.i guess u know y. =p
~lg rajin study! last sem i missed 0.03 to dean, so for this sem i must
work harder! chaiyok2 sheryl!!
~xmao manje2 sgt lg dah.saye da besar, i will not cry over sumthing silly.
~slimmer by the end of this year! 49 kg is a bit too much for me.46 ok la kan? =p

i think that's all for now. karang banyak2 xbuat pening la plak.huhu.hopefully this year i can achieve more success n i can go through everything nicely~ have a good year everyone!